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I have tons of comments to answer to and I swear I'm gonna do it soon, maybe this afternoon if I have time. So if you receive a reply to a month old comment, don't worry, it's just the same, old me. Late as ever. LOL Time is kinda evil lately, I'm preparing a five books exam of linguistic and I'm not exactly at my top, physically speaking, so I'm focusing entirely on that. And in my spare time, which means after dinner, I'm finally watching Gossip Girl. It's my new obsession, I kind of fell in love with it and yesterday I found out Leighton Meester sings with Cobra Starship. As much as I despise Blair Waldorf, I love Leighton, so I'm excited about this. :D

Talking about excited, I have two tickets in my hands right now and I can't wait to see this shows. One is Placebo in July, which made me go crazy to find a hotel to go see them, but it's so damn awesome that I finally get to see them. I'm not uber enthusiastic about the new song, but I guess it just has to grow on me. The other one is Green Day in November, and apparently I'll be there alone, because none of my friends bought it. Boooo, girls, it's THE concert of the year and you miss it, shame on you. *shakes head* I kind of sold a kidney to be able to buy the ticket, but I'm so happy about it. they went completely sold out in, like, three days.

But let's talk about something that's not music. Movies. People, you should all go see the new Star Trek. It's, like, awesome. I've been a Star Trek fan for a while, I'm not really an affectionate fan, but I love it and this new movie totally made me want to go back and watch the original series. So yeah, go see it. Besides, Zachary Quinto is mind-blowing. He's perfect.
And then, I'm seeing My Bloddy Valentine 3D on Monday. 3D Jensen, how cool is that? I can't wait, even if the reviews say the movie sucks. I don't care. One Jensen Ackles is enough to save a whole movie (see DeVour).


Last but not least, for those of you who care, I listened to your comments and I wrote a two parts Alex/Nate prequel for the Assasin!AU. It'll probably be posted tomorrow. Happy? I am. :P

Well, what else? See you soon, folks.
xoxo
JM.
(too much GG, I know LOL but get used to it, I think it's sticking XD)


 
 
I'm feeling...: indescribable
 
 
JenJM
 Well, it's been a while since the last non-fiction post here. What can I say, I basically spent all my spare time writing and posting. LOL Anyway, I'm here now and I've got news.

First of all, I'm leaving for London on Tuesday, which is ten thousand kinds of awesome. Seriously. And not only because I'm seeing TAI in concert on Wednesday, but also because I really really want to see the city. I'm gonna be there with my lovely wifey Fae and another friend of mine, who's already been there, so we won't be lost. LOL
I totally can't wait to see Camden Town and I absolutely have to get some Starbucks coffee. Like, it's a physical need. XD There are so many things I really want to see, I just hope everything will go well. XD

Also, since I lost 12 kg (about 26 lbs) in the last two months, I had to go find some new jeans, 'cause the old ones are a bit too big and I lose them when I walk. Which isn't cute. LOL And this morning I found these beautiful dark blue jeans that totally made me very happy. I don't know why I love them so much, but I do. Sometimes I love shopping too much. LOL

Right now I should be cleaning my room and set everything back into place, but I'm too lazy. In the past week I had the walls painted in light purple and the ceiling in light green. It's so amazing it's almost a shame to cover it with posters. LOL Which is why I'll just put four or five of them back on, I think. Led Zeppelin, Fall Out Boy, Panic At The Disco, The Academy Is (I'll buy this one at the show. LOL) and Supernatural. Oh, and a cute fox hiding in the grass, I love it. Oh, and a little kitten hanging from a branch and saying "Oh shit!" cause it's falling. LOL
Okay, so maybe they'll be more than I expected, since I really can't leave Jensen Ackles out either. XD

Talking about serious stuff, tomorrow I have a job interview. It's a little job in a beauty salon (well, more of a tanning center), and it's only on Sundays, but it's better than nothing. It'd leave me enough time to study during the week. (Let's just say it's not the ideal job for Gerard Way. LOL)

There's also something to say about my stories. My High School AU is finished, as soon as I'll end posting I Slept With... I'll post this one. It's Peterick, Ryden, Joncer, Tom/William+Gabilliam and other side pairings.


-- grammar doubt --

Meanwhile, I'll work on the dialogues, since the punctuation might be all wrong. LOL
About this, I have a doubt, so I'm gonna ask you all.
If there's no dialogue tag like "he said" or "she replied", is it okay to use a period? Like, for example:

“Patrick.” Ryan quickly walked in the class, making sure the teacher wasn’t in the hallway. “I hope you’re aware there’s no fucking way we’re eating at the cafeteria from now on,” he informed with a threatening whisper as soon as he was standing in front of his friend.

After "Patrick." there's no dialgue tag, it's an indipendent sentence, so it's correct to use a period. After "...at the cafeteria from now on,"  there IS a dialogue tag, so I use a comma. This doubt has been killing me for days, and I did some research on printed books. What I found is:

Eragon glared at him. "I can't wait until tomorrow, Sloan. It'll be worth your while, though; I found something to pay you with." He pulled out the stone with a flourish and set it gently on the scarred counter, where it gleamed with light from the dancing flames. [From "Eragon"]

Which means I'm right. Right? Please, give me answers, this think has been bugging me so much.

-- end of grammar doubt --


Now that I expressed myself, I can go clean some of the room. I'm actually kind of tired to have pieces of furniture on the floor all the time. LOL
See you soon.
JM.

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: hopeful
Chevy's radio is playing...: One more weekend - The Academy Is...
 
 
JenJM
28 July 2008 @ 10:57 pm
I'm back, finally. :D I can't believe I answered all the comments left behind until now.

Well, it's been a while since last time and quite a few things happened. Let's see.

- I finished the sequel, which is kind of a big accomplishment.

- I finished my exams, which is kind of a HUGE accomplishment. LOL And they went kind of well. I could have done better, but I'm not complaining. I took 23/30 in the Geography one, which is kind of crappy, but I hated it anyway and the teacher was completely crazy; the only positive note about it is that I read a book dedicated to Australia and learned a lot of interesting things about it. The English one went way better and the mark was 28/30; I spent most part of the oral test talking with the teacher's assistent about MySpace, LiveJournal, Placebo and fanfiction, he was so cute and so so nice. The Contemporary Italian Literature one was kind of a disaster and I took 21/30, but I wasn't willing to do it all over again so I didn't reject the vote. But now college is over, at least for a while. In a few days, though, I'll start studying Latin, which I know will be a pain in the ass.

- I've been listening to Arma Angelus for two days and I have to say that maybe I might begin to like them a little bit. I've never been a fan of screamo, but who knows. LOL 

- My parents are on vacation and I'm home alone until Sunday. The bad thing is that when I'm home alone I just can't stop myself I have the sudden urge to see horror movies and since I'm a pussy supposed to sleep alone in the dark house, that's not a good move. LOL

- I'm probably gonna bake cookies at 3 am one of these days. I always feel the need to bake or cook late at night when I'm awake and alone. 

- Hopefully, this week, I'll have a lot of time to write and that's good since I've almost finished the Peterick prequel to the Vampire Hunting 'Verse. Right now, it's 22,000 words long. LOL I also have three more projects to work on, so yeah, I need time to write. XD

- I really really want to watch The Dark Knight, but I'm too lazy to go at the movies alone and my friends are about to leave for vacation. *sighs* Same thing goes for Wanted. BUT I finally found the first Narnia movie and I'll watch it soon. 

- I'm basically living on coffee right now. But I haven't touched anything alcoholic for almost two months now, I'm proud of myself. Also, being a pseudo-vegetarian is going quite well, I feel so much better. I'm a new person.

- I think I'm gonna post some of my photography. It'll be f-locked though, because...because. I have my reasons. LOL 

- Also, I'm gonna make some recs post from time to time and that's because: first, I want to spread the love. Second,  I have a awful, horrible habit, I leave very few comments on what I read and that's just unfair, so yeah, I'll try to comment more and to rec fics I liked.

- Another kind of post I think you might see more often, it's picspams. I don't know why, I feel the need to picspam the entire world lately. LOL So yeah, expect picspam of all kinds, long, short, silly, hot, about bandom, about tv shows. Seriously, whatever I feel like posting.

- Now I remember why I love these lists so much. LOL 

So yeah, people, I'm back on track. LOL
JM. <3

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: geeky
Chevy's radio is playing...: Sir Ender - Arma Angelus
 
 
JenJM
I haven't ben around much lately, I know. *sighs* It's just that real life can be quite a bitch sometimes, and in this past two weeks I wasn't really feeling like writing about it here. 
But let's not talk about that, I'm here to give some good news and keep my good mood safely in place. (Because the last thing I need is failing these exams because I'm depressed. And hopefully it won't happen. IF I keep my good mood in place. It's a circle. LOL)

My good mood (and the consequential regression of my once-impending breakdown) comes from three things:

1- me and my amazing wife [info]faechan  just celebrated our first year together. We renewed our vows, and we exchanged presents. She made me a fanmix with our songs, which I love and keep listening to. Really, I flailed like crazy when I saw it, she's awesome like that. She makes my days brighter and she helps me more than she thinks. *hugs wifey* There are two presents more, and I'll most definitely pimp them as soon as I get them. *grins* My presents consisted of a Joncer fic (see previous post) and the ticket for the London TAI show in September. Which leads me to number 2.

2- me and my amazing wife [info]faechan  are going to London on our honeymoon, and we'll see The Academy Is... in concert. *flails* Fate is our side, I'm sure of it. The tickets went on sale on the day of our first anniversary, and the show is on Jon Walker's birthday. (And we both love JWalk more than we can express without excited smileys. LOL)
So yeah, TAI + London + wifey = OMG! Happiness!

3- I'm three chapters away from finishing the sequel to Vampire Hunting. Which means that after my exams are out of the way (last one is on 8th July), expect the first chapter to be posted. *grins* Now, I'd love to spoiler something about it, but I won't do it. But if you want to ask questions, go ahead, it might be something I can aswer to without giving too many info away. :D

Also, I just realized I have three billions comments to reply to, so don't worry, if you receive a reply to a two months old comment, it's okay, it's me. LOL
Well, I guess it's all for now, see you soon people. 
JM.

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: loved
Chevy's radio is playing...: Heroes - David Bowie
 
 
JenJM
Well, well...a few updates on my life. Happy? LOL

First of all, tomorrow I've got my Geography exam. I've been studying like crazy for over a month, but I'm still freaking out. The only thing that has been able to calm me down a bit is listening to the acoustic version of Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy? for like, 15 times in a row. Patrick's voice really helps me. But every time I manage to calm down, someone comes up with something like "How are you feeling? Are you nervous?" and stuff. 
Well, here's a shocker...that gets me nervous. 
So, if you wanna wish me good luck, I'll love you lots, if you ask me how I'm doing, I'll chew your head off. I know, I'm a nevrotic freak, and no, don't tell me it's normal, because that's not gonna make me feel better, okay? 

Second thing, let's talk about something that gets me less cranky and emo. LOL 
I want to announce that, after consulting my lovely wife, I decided that two very hot awesome musicians are gonna guest star in the Vampire Hunting sequel. I'm talking about Matt Bellamy from Muse and Brian Molko from Placebo. They're not gonna be seen for long, but they'll be quite significant for the plot and for the ending. I promise I'll do my best to handle them well. If I don't, Muse and Placebo fans can eat my hands. LOL

Third thing, and this is for the Italian part of my f-list, I translated and posted a couple of my stories. I'll post them here too, but for now you can find them here.

Forth thing. There's no forth thing. LOL But I like number 4. LOL Okay, I'll shut up now. 
Edit: There is a forth thing, after all. LOL
Yesterday it was the journal's...uh, "birthday"! OMG, it's been two years since I opened this Journal. Awww. *loves her LJ* 
You know, I never realized how proud I am of my LJ. I mean, it's been with me through bad and good times, and the entries are there to prove it. I thought about cancelling them, but I don't want to. It might sound silly, but they are part of my past, and it doesn't matter if they are good or bad , or if I don't feel like that anymore. I have to keep them with me, they help me a lot, and they remind me who I am. And I'm not gonna run from what I went through, I'm not that kind of girl anymore. I closed on the past, but I treasure it because it helps me grow.
So yeah, happy birthday my little LJ. *hugs the LJ*

Fifth thing...yeah, there's also a fifth thing now. LOL 
OMGOMGOMG Ashlee's pregnant! That's so crazy and so so cute and awesome and AWW. And she changed her last name into Simpson-Wentz, which I find very very cute, for some reason. I like that girl, I'm happy Pete's with her, as long as he's happy too. <3

See you soon, hopefully with good news on the exam and maybe with a new fanfic. 
JM
 
 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
 
 
JenJM

Okay, I updated the masterlist at the top of the page. 
Right now I'm working on a few things and I feel like I should annoy you with a work-in-progress post. 

Well, of course first comes the Vampire Hunting sequel. It finally has a definitive title, but I want to keep it a surprise. Also, I kind of have the definitive list of characters I added to the old ones. I already mentioned Bryce Avary (The Rocket Summer), Hayley William (Paramore), Jeremy Davis (Paramore), Josh and Zac Farro (Paramore), Pierre Bouvier (Simple Plan) and David Desrosiers (Simple Plan). 
Now, I can proudly announce Butch Walker, Greta Salpeter (The Hush Sound) and Jack Marin are joining the cast. Zack will make an appereance too, yeah Zack as in PATD's guardian angel. *nods*
Also one of the couples in the Wentz Manor will get married and another couple will have a baby (no, Ryan is NOT pregnant. LOL). It won't be the only baby, but I can't say much about the other one because it would spoil the surprise. LOL
You'll find out more about Maja, where she comes from and who is the wizard that trained her. She won't be the only witch anymore, and magic will have its part in this story.
There will be a happy return, probably a couple of not-so-happy returns, and someone will leave the Wentz Manor. 
(If you never heard about Jack Marin, you just need to know he's an ex member of Cute is What We Aim For. As long as know right now he's not part of a band, he's just...being a cutie. And taking pictures maybe.)

Always in the Vampire Hunting 'verse, I'm planning on a (quite long) Peterick prequel about how they met and when, a prequel about William's childhood and one about Gabe's past. I have a few other characters in mind, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to write them all. 

Once I'm done with all that, I have a Peterick high school AU I want to write, and another PATD AU based on a TV show. I'm not saying what TV show it is because again, I want it to be a surprise. But no, it's not Supernatural. LOL
There are a few other ideas going around in my head, but they're mainly one-shot kind of ideas, so I might write them before I finish the Vampire Hunting sequel.  
Among other things, a long time ago I started a Gabe Saporta/Bill Kaulitz story. I'm not sure I'l ever finish it, but I wanted you to know that yeah, I'm capable of that kind of things. LOL

And then, there's the finished stories that wait to be posted. Right now there's a Peterick and two Joncers. I'm not sure when they'll be posted exactly, but Monday is a good enough guess. *nods*
For the Vampire Hunting 'verse, watch out after next chapter, there'll be a Mikey/William prequel. Yes, I went there.

And now that I stole precious minutes of your time with this recap of my current status (it actually helped me to understand how much I still have to write. LOL), I can go off to lunch. *nods*
See you soon, people. 
JM

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
Chevy's radio is playing...: XO - Fall Out Boy
 
 
JenJM

 Yesterday I wrote a little Ryden prequel to Vampire Hunting. Little as in 9,300 words. Whoops? I'm not sure if I'm happy with it, I think I'm gonna add something before I post it, but it's quite finished. I can tell you there's a brief, unexpected appereance of Greta Salpeter of The Hush Sound, and she'll probably be in the sequel as well. 
So expect this story to pop up at the end of a chapter when you less expect it. 

Now I've still got two things on my 'to do' list. Like the Peterick prequel and, you know, I've got a lot of comments I never replied to. So if you see a reply to a two months old comment, don't worry, I'm not crazy, I just don't like to leave things like that.
Oh, well, we could say three if I count studying on the list. LOL Four with organizing the party. And five with cleaning my bedroom, the guest bedroom and the place where I'm having the party. LOL Oh, and six with getting the music ready and the lyrics printed. LOL
Six is not so bad, after all. I've had worse. And it's mostly good things, so. Not complaining. LOL

Tonight I had a dream. It was cute and angsty at the same time, I don't know how to define it exactly. 
As some of you might have heard, if you're a Tokio Hotel fan, six shows of their European tour have been canceled, including the three sold out dates here in Italy. This is due to Bill's health, which apparently is pretty much fucked up right now. And really, I'm pretty sure it's due to the fact that they've been touring for something like two years with barely a few days off from time to time. Now, maybe older bands can endure that without trouble, but they're eighteen, for fuck's sake, they were sixteen when they started touring. They need a stable environment from time to time, or things like this are bound to happen. 
It's just a bad laryngitis, and he needs to rest and take meds, the shows can wait. But lately there's been also news about Bill having a cyst on one of the vocal chords, so somehow this infection has given the chance to the doctors to find it. I really hope everything turns out to be fine. 
So okay, they're not the world's best band, their lyrics aren't as deep as Panic's or TAI's, but I'm not ashamed to say they're the first band I saw in concert (three days before going to the MCR concert LOL) and I'm a proud fan (FAN, not fangirl). 
Of course I'm much more in love with TAI, PATD, Cobras and FOB, but nothing forbids me to be a TH fan as well.
So yeah, I'm probably a bit worried about Bill's condition, and I'm pissed at the label for forcing that schedule on them. The fangirls demand they add shows in their country when there's already 5 shows? The management has to have enough balls to say NO and give the guys a few days off. But you know, it's a major label, it's business, who cares about Bill fucking up his vocal chords. Pete Wentz wouldn't let something like this happen, not in his label (side label, whatever).
Anyway, the digression was all to explain why I had the dream.
I'm in this big room and there are many doors on the right. People around are having drinks and trying cosmetics, so I guess it's some kind of promotional presentation. I'm there with a guy, I can't really focus him, I think it's Pete, but I'm not sure, and we are talking. Then Bill walks in from one of the doors on the right and two blond girls are following him. He's pale and he's got dark circles under his eyes. I walk to him and we exchange a few words, from which I understand we had some kind of relationship in the recent past. I ask him who the girls are and he just shrugs and the girls walk away. Then we move to a quiet corner and I ask him why he looks so tired, he should rest, not go to parties and stuff. It's very sad and I keep trying to cancel the dark circles wiith my fingers, like it's some kind of makeup. I ask him to be careful, to rest, I ask him several times, then somehow we end up kissing. But it's still sad and I'm still worried, and then we're sitting there and we're holding hands. When the girls come back and say he has to go I wake up. 

It was cute, 'cause in all this he kept smiling (and he had his hair down), but it was sad, 'cause seeing him like that was...sad.
So okay, maybe my twisted brain is more worried than I thought about this thing. 

Now I'm really done and I think I should go study or write. 
See you all, Cobra followers. XD
JM
 
 
 
 
I'm feeling...: indescribable
Chevy's radio is playing...: Panic At The Disco - Folkin' Around
 
 
JenJM

So, I'm still alive. More or less. LOL And I've got new updates for you. XD

-I'm tired as hell, and it's just a week since I started university. XD

-I skipped class today 'cause I've been sick all night and right now I'm fairly sure I've got fever. But I'm much better. Kinda. 

-I should be studing right now, but I don't really feel like it. Besides, I was supposed to buy the books today, so the only things I could study are my notes and Wikipedia. And I don't think it's a good idea.

-Tomorrow class is at 4.30 pm, which means I could sleep tomorrow morning.

-I'm supposed to meet with my Literature teacher from high school, so I'm not gonna sleep tomorrow morning anyway. *sighs*

-Gabe Saporta is made of awesome. 

-Sunday I wrote my first smut ever. In this language. It's a big step in my writing career. *nods*

-I had a weird dream tonight. Somehow it involved Tom Kaulitz, and it was creepy.

-Gabe Saporta is made of awesome.

-I'm pretty sure Gabe Saporta is my soulmate. Too bad he'll never know it. And he's made of awesome. 

-I'm in love with William Beckett. 

-Men are from Mars, Pete Wentz is from Moria.

-Pete Wentz is a cutie. And he's LOVE.

-I'd shag Pete Wentz anytime, anywhere. 

-Gabe Saporta is made of awesome.

-I noticed I've become some kind of slut for the FBR boys. I mean, there's a list of guy I'd shag (anytime, anywhere).  

-The list is: William Beckett, Gabe Saporta, Pete Wentz, Ryan Ross, Sisky (TAI), Mikey Way (who isn't a FBR boy, but he hangs out with them often enough for me to count him in), about everyone in TAI.

-William Beckett is fucking EVIL, but I love him anyway. LOL

-Gabe Saporta is made of awesome. 

-'The Church of Hot Addiction' by Cobra Starship is LOVE. 

-20 days 'til Tokio Hotel concert. SQUEE.

-12 days 'til I get white extensions in my hair. 

-Gabe Saporta is made of awesome. 

-I BOUGHT SANTI !!!! *hypersquee* I was walking towards the train station and I looked at the window of a music store, and Santi was there!! They're probably the only store in Milan to have TAI, 'cause they aren't known here in Italy and this store imports a lot of CDs from the US. *squee* They have Almost Here too, and I'll buy it next month. SANTI!!

-I've started to say "Santi!" instead of things like "Cool!" or "Thank you!". Is this a bad sign?

-I've seen all TAI TV episodes on YouTube. I love TAI. Srsly. And TAI TV is LOVE.

-I'm not sure I'm gonna post the smutty fanfiction very soon. I'm conflicted about it.

-Supernatural season 3 started and I haven't seen it yet. I really shouldn't show my face around. ç_ç Anyway, spoil me and I'll rocksalt your ass. And trust me, IT HURTS. Thanks. *insert smile here*

-Chapter 4 of Hold on to me is on its way. I think. I hope. XD I'll let you know as soon as I manage to contact my dear beta. 

-I'm preparing a FBR picspam. 'Cause as I said, I'm totally their bitch.

Okay, I'm off to read some smut, see you later.
And remember, Gabe Saporta is made of awesome, but William Beckett is TEH LOVE. (And Pete Wentz is from Moria and we all love him.) 
JM

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: devious
 
 
JenJM
Here I am, with more updates on my life. 

-First of all, today I had my first class. Italian Literature. And it was awesome. I love university, even if I got lost trying to find the right building.

-University scares the crap out of me. It's overwhelming, I didn't expect such a mess. But seriously, I'm already in love with this whole new world. 

-Call me a geek, but I love literature. A lot. And now I remember why.

-A tourist asked me for directions this morning (poor sod XD). After something like a century I had the chance to talk in English, and the guy was really nice. He was from Israel and he was having a vacation with his wife and his son. No, I can't mind my own business.

-Saturday night I saw a musical about Freddie Mercury's life with  [info]nejem. It was amazing. Seriously, the singer had an incredible voice, and the dancers were great.  

-Attention by The Academy Is... is LOVE. The whole album, Almost Here, is LOVE.

-I want the new Kerrang!. Possibly with something about TAI. But Fall Out Boy, Cobra Starship or Panic! At The Disco is good as well.

-I'm approaching My Chemical Romance's music. I dunno if I'll like it, but it's worth a try. 

-Tokio Hotel's new videoclip for Ready, Set, Go! was released here in Italy. It' pretty much the same as the German one, but I like it. A bit creepy, I have to admit, but I like it. 

-Bill Kaulitz looks freakin' good in the new R,S,G!  video. Scratch it, he looks totally fuckable. Tom looks good too.

-I got a kinda drastic haircut. My hair used to be quite long, 'til middle back. Now they don't even reach my shoulder blades. They are pitch black (that's not new) and when I let them down I kinda look like Bill. Which can be considered creepy. Even more creepy is the fact that the day I cut them I looked like William Beckett in Everything We Had video. LOL

-I need to write something. Anything. I just can't decide what. 

-Heroes season 2 finally started. 

-Supernatural season 3 is in three days. About fuckin' time. I mean, we're all happy Kripke spends his spare time writing fanfictions, but he and Robert should write the show first.

-I saw High School Musical and I freakin' liked it. O_O But I'm still in denial, somehow. XD

-I'm falling in love with Torchwood, but I have no idea if there will be a second season. 

-I just finished another fanfic in the Threads!Verse. Can't say much for now, but I laughed so damn much writing it.

-Hell, it's 7.26 pm and it's almost already dark outside. Summer's really over. Sigh.

Okie-dokey, it's all for now, you'll hear from me soon I hope.
See ya!
JM

ps: the guy in the icon is William Beckett of The Academy Is...

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM
16 September 2007 @ 03:34 pm
No, I'm not dead, I'm just awfully busy lately. Which is a good thing. XD At least I'm not bored out of my skull anymore. I was getting sick of spending afternoon looking at the empty MSN screen or blank page of a Word document.

Anyway, here's a little update on my life.

- Mom and I are cleaning the house. Like, completely. Every room, from floor to ceiling. All the furniture. And the windows. It's a hell of a job, but it's giving us some real time to sort things out. We really needed that lately. We work awfully well together, we're a team and that makes me happy. Really happy.

- I just realized I'm not gonna have Maths at Literature University. I'm not gonna have Maths ever again. And that makes me a much happier person.

- I baked a wonderful Tiramisu yesterday for my father's birthday (which was three days ago, but we celebrated today). Baking really makes me feel better. 

- I love my family, no matter what. They're still the best.

- Tv and fandom-related stuff are still my friends. 

- I'm still deeply in love with Bill Kaulitz. Nothing new here. 

- I'm still very fond of Tom Kaulitz. Again, nothing new.

- Can't wait to go to the Tokio Hotel's concert. I squee every time I look at the tickets. LOL

- I approached the FBR (Fueled By Ramen) and Decaydance world. And it's fascinating. 

The Academy Is... is LOVE. I've been listening to "Santi" (their latest album) for about a week and I totally love it.

- I'm falling in love with William Beckett. Like, very very very quickly. He's frontman and singer of The Academy Is... and he's so damn cute and so damn fuckable. (see pics at the end of the post) 

- The Academy Is...'s "Unexpected Places" , "Chop Chop", "You might have noticed", "Sleeping With Giants (Lifetime)" and "Everything We Had" are LOVE. Basically all Santi is LOVE.

- Gabe Saporta (Cobra Starship's frontman and singer) is hot. 

- Cobra Starship's "Snakes On a Plane (Bring It)" is LOVE. 
Actually it should be "Cobra Starship featuring members of The Academy is..., The Sounds and Gym Class Heroes" since William Beckett, Maja Ivarsson (from The Sounds) and Travis McCoy (from Gym Class Heroes) are in it too.

- Cobra Starship's "Snakes On a Plane (Bring It)" videoclip is absolute LOVE. Gabe Saporta and William Beckett are downright fuckable. And Samuel L. Jackson is guh.

- My favorite movie at the moment is Snakes On a Plane. Seriously, this movie rocks out loud. I love it in ways I really shouldn't. And Samuel L. Jackson is guh.

- I want to re-watch The Nightmare Before Christmas. I just bought a hoodie with Jack's face on it and I'm dying to re-watch the movie. 

- Last night there was season finale of Eureka. I can't believe I'll have to wait 'til 2008 to have season 2. ç___ç (Is there someone here who has seen season 2 and can tell me if Nathan Stark's gonna be in it?)

- Last night they started airing the second half of Stargate SG-1's 10th season. I can't wait to see episode n. 200. I missed my Daniel.

- I'm working on the Threads!Verse but I'm going very slowly.

- Chapter three of Hold on to me should be up as soon as possible, promise.

- I want Supernatural season 3 and Heroes season 2.

- I really need to stop doing these lists....nah, just kiddin'. They're funny.


So, here's the pictures. 

William Beckett (The Academy Is...)


I mean...isn't he freakin' adorable? *loves*

Okay, now I'm done. Really.
See ya'.
JM

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: sleepy
Chevy's radio is playing...: The Academy Is... - Unexpected Places
 
 
JenJM
29 July 2007 @ 01:15 pm

Just passed by to say one thing. The AU fanfiction is FINISHED!

I can't believe I made it, but I did, and I'm feeling so proud of myself for putting together 60,000 words. That's right, 60,000 words for 15 chapters. I'm still conflicted about the title (and the summary, 'cause I suck at summaries), but as soon as I get it right I'll post first chapter. 

Well, I really wanted to put a presentation here, but seriously, I don't know where to start. I'll just tell you that it's a RPS Jared/Jensen, it's gonna be a Verse (I'm also conflicted about the Verse name) and that it mixes fictional characters and real people. But don't worry, you don't need to be familiar with the shows I put in there, 'cause they're a few.

What else? I'll see you later with chapter one, I guess.
See ya!
JM

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM
23 July 2007 @ 12:00 am

Hey there! Yeah, I'm still alive! And man, I really don't know why I haven't written for so long! So here some of the latest news

- I got 70/100 in my graduation finals and they loved my thesis. So yeah, I'm officially graduated! YAY for me!

- My family brought me a 500 Gb external HD as a graduation gift and man, it's awesome

- I'm about to read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and yeah, even if I already know a lot of stuff, don't tell me anything that's spoiler. I still have the hope something will surprise me.

- My Slytherin soul is coming back. But I don't really have anything against Muggles and Half-Bloods, I just can't stand the Weasleys; and lately Potter, too. Oh, and I'm a proud supporter of the Malfoys. V_V

- The AU just reached the 50000 words and I can say it's not gonna take long before I finish it, I hope. I should have three chapters left to write.

- I totally forgot about Jared Pada-cutie's birthday. Man, he's 25!! *loves* 

- I can't get Chris Kane's American High out of my head.

- I brought Eragon dvd and my old crush on Murtagh is back. And I also remembered why I slash Murtagh/Eragon. 

- I'm starting to think that maybe AS/S slash isn't so bad. (You know what I'm talking about if you read Deathly Hallows)

- I saw HP and the Order Of The Phoenix, and man...Jason Isaacs is freakin' hot. And yeah, I also love Lucius, but that has nothing to do with it. LOL

- As you might have noticed I put a post with all my stories on the top of the page. Which lead me to reread most of them. Which lead me to think again about writing something more in the WWH Verse and, well, I'll do it, I promise. 

- I want John Winchester back. No, not big news, just a little reminder to my beloved Kripke.

- JK Rowling should take a few lessons from Eric Kripke. Seriously, she's sadistic, but she could do better. 

Okay, all for now!
See ya! 
JM

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM
07 July 2007 @ 02:47 pm

'Cause I did! My last exam went awfully well and I totally rocked. Yeah, well, except Maths, but hey, no one's perfect!

Monday I'm gonna be officially out of high school and it feels fuckin' great to be free, finally! I graduated!!! 

I'm gonna have all the time to relax, to help with the house, maybe to start study Spanish, and yeah I'm gonna have ALL the time in the world to READ and WRITE fanficions! And did I say it feels fuckin' great? 
But I'm gonna be selfish and I'm gonna write first and read later, 'cause hey, everyone has their priority and I learned that.

Today I'm gonna choose the books I wanna sell and the ones I'm gonna keep, then I'm gonna clean my room and then I'm gonna sit down and WRITE. 'Cause now I can and I was goin' crazy without it. So, as soon as I finish my AU RPS I'm gonna post the first chapter, but I'm not sure how long it will take. 
If someone really wants a preview they simply have to ask, I'll post something here as a teaser. You know, I like to feel important and yeah, I'm an attention whore, so maybe I'll post a teaser anyway, who knows. 
For now I can say it involves real persons and  fictional characters from a few fandoms. There are a lot of characters, who read the first chapters can tell you that, but I don't wanna say too much. 

Second thing, but seriously, it's as awesome as graduation. Yesterday a friend of mine sent me three wonderful gifts and I'm still squee-ing over them, 'cause they are awesome. He got me #1 of Supernatural comic Origins, a black mug with the name of the show on it, and seriously a Supernatural mug in my collection is whoa! And the replica of Dean's necklace, which I'm gonna wear forever and I'm not gonna take it off. Like, ever.
Seriously, I've been squee-ing for a day now. 

Also, today I went to see the last exams of my schoolmates and finally my Italian teacher brought me the baseball cap her husband bought me in NY. An original Red Sox baseball cap. Great!

Okay, now I think I'll go choose the books and clean the room. And then I'll be able to write. I'm quite inspired on the Edgerton/Charlie front, but I'm not sure, I wanna continue the AU.
See ya'!
JM

ps: I saw 2x09 Toxin of Numb3rs, and seriously, I knew there was an awful lot of subtext for Edgerton/Charlie, but hell, there's so much subtext for Edgerton/Don as well in that episode. The threesome could be a nice idea. *grins*

ps2: I'm still in my Jeffrey Dean Morgan / John Winchester mood. I mean, I just saw him in CSI, 4x02 All for our country and he has a small part, but hell, that man is fuckin' hot. GUH.

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM
29 June 2007 @ 08:59 pm
Okay, just a few updates on my life right now.

- First of all, I got LJ-married!! My beloved  [info]faechanproposed to me at [info]marry_a_ljuserand now we're officially LJ-married! (We also have a lovely banner in the profile <3 )

- I think Gilmore Girls is killing my neurons, but still I watch it every night. But just 'cause I hope to see Jared or Milo, that's all.

- How freakin' hot is Michael Weatherly in NCIS? 'Specially in 1x08 Minimum Security. He's downright fuckable. So yeah, my Weatherly crush might be back.

- I found a movie starring Chris Kane AND Michael Weatherly. Oh, and a blond chick too. Title is Her Minor Thing, and I have to see it. 

- Natasha Bedingfield's Unwritten is LOVE. Seriously, this song is amazing, I love every single line. 

- I've been watching Veronica Mars for a few weeks. And dude, that girl has an almost ridiculous shitload of bad luck. 

- I miss House. Really, I want to see the second half of the third season.

- I wanna watch Smallville. Seriously, I miss season 4. (Okay, I miss Jason Teague *loves*)

- Numb3rs is love, and still my math test sucked. XD

- Friday 6/6 I'm gonna have the last exam. The oral one. The batshit scary one. But hey, it's just 50 minutes, so I think I'll make it.

- Ian Edgerton/Charlie Eppes is one hell of an angsty pairing. That's why it's so funny to write.

- I re-watched the last 5 minutes of All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 1. Why? 'Cause I was depressed and it seemed like a good idea at the moment. And 'cause I'm a masochist.

- My AU just reached 46.000 words, and keeps growing. It should take another couple of chapters to be finished and hopefully I'll start to post soon(-ish). Oh, and the number of fandoms involved grew. 

- My plot bunny is a bitch.

- I bought Numb3rs season 1 and Criminal Minds season 1 DVD sets. 

- I saw 2x14 The Big Game and part of 2x15 Revelations of Criminal Minds and  ...  ...  ...  Fanon became canon. Canon became fanon. Anyway, Reid! ;________;

Okay, I should be done for now...
See ya' soon! 
JM

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: indescribable
 
 
JenJM
30 May 2007 @ 04:49 pm

I swear to the YED that I knew where I found this meme. I just can't remember it right now.
So yeah, I'm posting it anyway. I apologize to whoever owned the LJ where I found it, but I have this bad habit of saving things ad forgetting the names. 

Name a fandom you know I know and I'll tell you:
01. The first character I first fell in love with
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't
04. The character I love that everyone else hates
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer
06. The character I would shag anytime
07. The character I'd want to be like
08. The character I'd slap
09. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I despise

C'mon, I'm all yours
JM

ps: I'm writing the end of chapter 9 of the new AU. I think it's gonna be 12-13 chapters, more or less...and yeah, I'm being a sadistic bastard as ever, but even worse. *grins*

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
Chevy's radio is playing...: Sweet Dreams - Eurythmics
 
 
JenJM
09 May 2007 @ 05:34 pm

I just wrote the speech I'm supposed to do Friday, in front of the Mayor, a bunch of snobby financiers and proud parents. Yeah, I'm supposed to do a speech. Btw, the speech is for the Africa project, and all the students who went to Tanzania have to prepare a speech. I'm not sure yet if I find all this speech thing awesome of terrifing, but I guees I'll find out Friday.

I mean, I'm not Nathan Petrelli, I'm not running for Congress, I'm getting ready for my finals I'm not supposed to do speeches. 

Talking about Petrelli, I'm about to watch episode 2x21 of Heroes, but maybe I'll try to write something before. 
I've got this new RPS AU going on, I finished chapter 3 last night and I'm really starting to have so much fun torturing poor Jensen. I'm a bit tempted to write something more about it, a preview. Not yet. 
For now just know it's an RSP AU, with a few fictional characters from Grey's Anatomy and Heroes in it. Oh, and of course it's Jared/Jensen. 

Ok, now I'll go write/watch something.
See ya'!
JM


 

 
 
I'm feeling...: busy
Chevy's radio is playing...: The Dave Matthews Band - The Space Between
 
 
JenJM
17 March 2007 @ 06:35 pm

That's right. I'm working on something new. 
Multi-chapter, AU, historical setting, rps. I'll tell you just one thing. 

Lord Jensen Ross Ackles.

Yeah, it's just as crazy as it sounds. Maybe even more. 

Oh, and be scared.

With love,
JM


 
 
I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM
12 March 2007 @ 05:50 pm
 
 Well, what now? Somehow I managed to get the ‘flu. Which kinda sucks. So I’m stuck at home without plot bunnies around. Which kinda sucks.
 
Last night I saw Cry_Wolf, finally. And man, Jared looked pretty damn hot in that uniform! The movie wasn’t so bad, after all. I’ve seen worse things. (*coughs*…Devour…*coughs*)
 
At the moment I think I’m trying to choke on sugared almonds. Gosh, I look like Dean in Tall Tales! I’m eating way too many of them! LOL
 
Well, it’s all for now. If I survive the double jeopardy of sugared almonds and ‘flu I’ll be back later, or tomorrow.
Maybe with next chapter of WWH and/or the new angsty Wincest fic. (Yeah, apparently I’m back to Wincest...Special Hell is still waiting!)
 
See ya’ later!!
JM
 

 
 
I'm feeling...: tired
Chevy's radio is playing...: Led Zeppelin - Heartbreaker
 
 
JenJM
28 February 2007 @ 01:26 pm
Yay!! I'M BACK!!!! In back, obviously!

First of all, no, I'm not dead. I've been away for a while, but the day before my leaving the Internet felt the need to rebel, so I couldn't warn anyone on the LJ or on MSN. 

Sorry!^^ 

Well, now I'm here. I got back to Italy Saturday morning after ten wonderful days in Tanzania, East Africa, and it's been one of the most incredible periods of my life. 

I'm still a bit overwhelmed, but as soon as I put down a organized speech, I'll tell you everything about the journey, with every single detail. For now I don’t feel like writing too much, it would be messy and quite useless.
 
Plus I’m not in the best mood and I would end up ruining the memories. So, just be patient for a few more days. ^_-
 
 
But of course, being away for ten days, my fandoms have gone on without me, so Sunday night I started to do my homework, by watching two episodes of Heroes, and…fuck, no! for 1x15, and fuck, yes! for 1x16.
 

 

Btw, I also saw Supernatural 2x15 ‘Tall Tails’, and hell, wasn’t that the fuckin’ funniest thing I’ve ever seen (after the Gag Reel obviously)!?
 
But I need a second vision to recap it. LOL Seriously, fuckin’ funniest thing I’ve ever seen!! LOL

 
Right now, I’m bored to death.
 
I want to post the new story, I want to hear opinions. But I have to hold on, I want to finish it before I start to post.
 
Problem is, apparently I left my bunny somewhere in the Indian Ocean.
 
Maybe I should start to post it anyway. Usually hearing opinions helps the bunny not to be shy, and maybe I would finally write the damn chapter.
 
No, I have to hold on.
 
Okay, I’m done with the monologue, it’s frustrating to talk to myself, I’m so stubborn.
 
About that, there’s someone I really should thank. So, thanks Fae!! You always find the time to read the chapters, even if you’re busy! Thanks thanks thanks thanks! *blows tons of kisses* I dunno what I would do without you! A big part of the inspiration comes from hearing opinion, and you’re an angel, ‘cause you saved my inspiration so many times! So, again, thanks! ^_-
 
 
Now I think I’ll ignore my homework and watch Heroes. You know, I don’t think someone might die ‘cause I took 40 minutes away from the homework.
 
See ya’ later!
 
JM

 
 
I'm feeling...: cranky
 
 
JenJM
04 February 2007 @ 12:05 am
I’m completely out of my mind.

Totally crazy.

Yeah, and quite a perv too. 

I went to the mall with a friend of mine today, and every time I walked in front of an underwear shop, I kept imagining Jared with almost every baby doll I saw. The worst was the pink baby doll, that was really really traumatizing.
 
Now. Just one question. 

WTF???? Brain, get out of the fuckin' gutter, already! That’s one of the worst images I’ve ever had in my head! You don’t believe me? Try it!

I like Jared and all, but seriously, I should go see an analyst if this thing happens again. The only thing that told me I was still sane was that when I saw a red silk tie I had a wonderful view of that tie and Jensen and a bed and me. 


Talking about non-traumatizing things, I'm finally writing another RPS, it's a multi-chapter future!fic starring Jensen, Jared and Jeffrey (who's quite important in this one), Alona Tal 'cause I'm starting to love her (even if I hate Jo), and Eric, 'cause this man, despite everything, rocks my world.

No other info for now, I'm writing chapter three in this very moment, so it won't be long before I start to post it. Just one warning, I'm a angst whore, so there will be angst. But a lot of fluffiness too.

Nothing else to report for now, I'll go back to work.

See ya'!!
JM

PS: I went to the Mexican restaurant, I think my tongue is gonna explode.

PS2: I'm going to freakin' New York City!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'm so happy I think I could fly right now. But it's not sure yet, so I'll keep my voice low and pray. My friend's friends live in Queens. That would be soo cool!

PS3: I brought a black cowboy hat, I look like I just flew back from Texas. XDDDD LOL (I wish *_*)


 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
Chevy's radio is playing...: Play - I Must Not Chase The Boys