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29 April 2007 @ 11:15 am
Title: ‘Fairytale Gone Bad
Author: JM
Beta: none
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Rating: R (for incest and mention of sex)
Category: slash.
Spoilers: none
Warnings: wincest, pre-series, angst (loads of), song!fic.
Word Count: (about) 2086
Disclaimer: It’s all Kripke’s, Singer’s and fellows’. I own nothing. But I wish I did.
The song is not mine either, I just borrowed it for a while.
Author’s Notes: English’s not my first language, feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Summary: “Sam is going to leave for Stanford and Dean can’t understand.” - Based on lyrics for “Fairytale gone bad” by Sunrise Avenue (I know it’s not exactly the Winchesters kind of song, but the radio station here kept putting it on air and the lyrics kept reminding me of them, so…here it is.)

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I'm feeling...: creative
 
 
JenJM

So finally I managed to see "Hollywood Babylon" and if I really really have to tell the truth....I freakin' loved it!  LOL

Actually I was a bit surprised to hear a few negative opinions on this one, I was cracking up the whole time.



Now, I've been searching IMDb.com some more and here's what I found



Ok, I'm done for now. I'll be back later with chapter 5 of WWH. For real this time! ^_-
JM


 
 
I'm feeling...: worried
 
 
JenJM
13 April 2007 @ 08:16 pm

Now I really know I'm Dean Winchester. Seriously, I'm not crazy. Just hear this out, 'kay?

So, today I was driving home after school, wearing my Led Zeppelin t-shirt (keep this in mind, 'cause it's kind of important) and I saw childern playing in the yard of my town's elementary school. I was happily singing Bad Company's Bad Company and I saw a red ball flying out of the fence. 
After debating with myself for a few seconds wheter to stop or not, I pulled over and got out of the car. (Locking it, 'cause I'm not all that idiot LOL)

I walked something like...too freakin' much, and I grabbed the ball. I passed it to them and surprisingly they thanked me. Well, if I was surprised that a bunch of seven-years old guys thanked me, I was completely shocked when one of them looked at my shirt and told me "Led Zeppelin rules!".

Yeah, that's right. So I started to laugh like mad and totally felt like Dean in "Dead in The Water" with that Lucas kid. 

I watched them go back to the game and I walked back to my car, still grinning like mad, taking out my phone to call my best-friend, 'cause hell, she had to hear that!

So yeah, it's true, I'm Dean Winchester. LOL

See ya' soon, guys.
JM 


 
 
I'm feeling...: amused
 
 
JenJM
12 April 2007 @ 10:24 pm
Title: ‘Stars
Author: JM
Pairing: none. Well, Wincest, if you want to see it, otherwise none.
Rating: PG
Spoilers: nope
Warnings: pre-series (boys are 17 and 21), flashfic.
Word Count: about 600
Disclaimer: It’s all Kripke’s, Singer’s and fellows’. I own nothing. But I wish I did.
Author’s Notes: not beta-ed. Feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Summary: “It was a rare moments of peace, where everything was calm and the night didn’t seem as dangerous as it was, so Sam wasn’t going to complain about it.” 

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I'm feeling...: melancholy
 
 
JenJM
I just saw Houses of the Holy (2x13 of Supernatural), and I really think I love this episode. It’s in my ten faves for sure. It was so damn beautiful, so full of angst and rage and love and hope, I just can’t find the words to describe it.
 
Okay, I’m done for now.
See ya’ later!
JM

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: crushed
Chevy's radio is playing...: Knockin' on Heaven's door
 
 
JenJM
27 January 2007 @ 11:48 pm


Just saw 2x12 Night Shifter. Well, not the best episode of the season, but I liked it. It had its moments. Which, obviously, I'm gonna put behind the cut.


What else? I think I'm gonna go watch some old episode of something. Like...er...Heroes, maybe? (addiction, people, addiction)

Well, see ya', then!
JM

 
 
I'm feeling...: awake
 
 
JenJM

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I knew I was freakishly similar to Dean, and yeah, sometimes it gets on my nerves, but what can I say, it's what I am. 'm not the easiest person on earth to deal with, but I've got my good moments, ya' know? LOL!

Besides, I'm not Dean, I'm just a bit like him! 'Cause, seriously, if I was Dean, I'd bang myself twice a day!

PS: how many degrees of freakin' hot is Dean in this pic?????

JM

 
 
I'm feeling...: calm
 
 
JenJM
16 January 2007 @ 04:54 pm
Title: ‘Safe
Author: JM
Beta: Fae ( [info]faechan )
Pairing: nothing
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, OMC
Rating: R
Category: Gen.
Spoilers: none
Warnings: pre-series (boys are 13 and 17), reference to child abuse (no, it's not John), violence, angst. Not exactly happy stuff.
Word Count: 2301
Disclaimer: It’s all Kripke’s, Singer’s and fellows’. I own nothing. But I wish I did.
Author’s Notes: English’s not my first language, feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Summary: “Dean wakes up in the middle of night to find his brother’s bed empty.

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I'm feeling...: thoughtful
Chevy's radio is playing...: Blue Oyster Cult - Burning for you
 
 
JenJM
13 January 2007 @ 04:18 pm
Thoughts about 2x10 Hunted and...well, thoughts about 2x10 Hunted ! XD


See ya' soon!
JM
 
 
JenJM
12 January 2007 @ 02:33 pm

I'm here, waiting to know the damn secret, the damn truth! Man, I want to know, I want to see the episode!!! >< Meanwhile, in these days I've wrote a few thoughs on the show, yeah, again! XD 
It will be a looooong entry, but I won't put them under the cut, because I hate it and they're just thoughts of mine, so they can't be considered spoiler! XD (Dude, I'm not Sam, I can't see the future! XD)

Well, what can I start with? Oh, the horny fangirl stuff!
Last night I read an interview to Kripke and he says (quote from the interview on E!Online) "We are currently negotiating with Jared's people for full-frontal nudity, and I think it's going to work out nicely."
...
*dies*
...
Hell, yeah
...
*dies again* 
...
I definitely want to marry Kripke!  *_* The man knows how to make a woman happy! (and to rise the ratings, obviously XD)
Actually I would have been 10 thousands time happier if it was Jensen >_> but as the philosopher Jagger once said "You can't always get what you want", so... I'll take what I'm given and I'll droo...ehm, be happy for it. Besides, after the evil!towel scene in Hell House, naked!Sam is definitely something I want to see! 

He also says no one is really dead on Supernatural, and he would like to have Jeffrey Dean Morgan back, at least for a while.
...
*dies fot the third time* 
...
John!!! I want John back!!!! ç_____ç Please, Kripke, please! I'll forgive you everything you've done and you'll do in the future if you give us John back!! ç___ç You can destroy the Impala 10 times and I won't say a thing, you can almost kill Dean and I won't say a thing! (actually, I'll be grateful, broken!Dean and hurt!Dean are so...so!) Plase, give us John back!!! 
Okay, I'm done. And no, it wasn't begging, it was a request from a broken heart. *_*


But there's also plot news, which is a good thing. Kripke says in the 10th episode there will be a big revelation, but in the season finale we'll have a huge revelation. And we'll get to know why Sam is what he is and Dean is not. And I can't wait.
During the hiatus I heard a lot of theories, and one of them said that Sam might have been adopted. Mmm, what if Dean has been adopted, and not Sam? Maybe the necklace is from his native family. Considering that the necklace is important and that they've never talked about it before, I'm quite sure it will be important in the last parte of this season. (Or the next. 'Cause there will be the third season!! It's official! Yay!! )
There's also something I noticed watching the marathon. Dean and John has the same angry, determined way to say  "Ya' understand me!? ". I remember Dean in Croatoan (when the dude wants to shoot Sam) and Something Wicked (when they find out the Shtriga took Asher, Michael's little brother) and John in a few scene from Dead Man's Blood&Salvation&In My Time Of Dying (Dude, the man gives a lot of orders!*_*). They have the same tone, same gaze, same heat in the fight. So yeah, maybe Dean isn't the adopted one, after all.

Okay, let's stay focused on the theories. 
A few days ago I watched Simon Said  again, 'cause Jensen sings in that episode and I love it, I just replay the scene over and over again every time. But I also asked myself a question to which I already gave an answer (shocking, uh?), Ash is one of the psychics. He's clever (damn, the boy went at the MIT!), we don't know where he comes from, he doesn't talk about his family, he doesn't live with them, so they might have died when he was young, maybe a fire when he was six months old.
And something tells me that Jo knows. 'Cause when she finds out that Sam and Dean's mother died that way, she says she could help, and the way she says it shows she's not new to the topic. (Either that or Alona confused me.)

Oh, and let's talk about Bloodlust. 
I was wondering...what if Lenore isn't really the good girl she made us think. What if she refused Sam's blood not 'cause she didn't want it, but 'cause the blood was different, maybe demonic or something. The demonic virus in Croatoan didn't affect Sam, and I think a demon can't possess another demon. So maybe Sam really is some kind of demon or demonic creature.
Well, considering that Gordon's back, I guess we'll hear again from Lenore, too. In a way or another.

Okay, I think it's all for now...I'll go back to the waiting. 
Man, I can't wait anymore, give me the episode pleaseeeeeeeee!!! And give me John back! *_*

See ya'!
JM

 
 
I'm feeling...: anxious
 
 
JenJM
02 January 2007 @ 05:59 pm
I MADE IT!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I REALLY MADE IT!!!!!!

Okay, before you think (again) I'm totally out of my mind, let me explain! XD 

A few days ago I had this absolutely crazy idea of a Supernatural 'marathon'...well, that idea turned out to be the best way to spent the night between 31st dec. and 1st jan. ...yeah, I know, I'm such a freak! XD 

Btw, I started on the evening of 31st dec. and I took a 3 hours nap after 1x15 "The Benders" (which was from 7 am to 10 am XD) and I finished last night at 5 am XD I saw all the episodes, one after another, from the Pilot  to Croatoan. I obviously cried at Home, In My Time Of Dying (ç___ç) and Crossroad blues, and yeah, I want to know the damn secret! ><

Well, what can I say? I am so pround of myself! ** 31 episodes, 21 hours of Supernatural in a day and a half! XD

BUT. (there's always a but, here. XD)

Speaking of Crossroad blues...there's this dude, the friend of the architect who died, who says something that made me thought. Something 'nout all geniuses dying young, and that seems pretty much a hint of a theory to me. I mean, what if (in the show, obviously XD) all the real geniuses of history were just normal men and women who had made a deal wth some demon? 

Another thing...the fact that Andy, Sam, probably Max (but we don't know for sure) are that clever? Maybe not geniuses, but very clever. What if they weren'y different from other children at first? What if the Demon gave them their powers, to 'claim' them when he needs them the most? Nobody actually saw what the Demon was doing in Sam's (or Max's, or Andy's) nursery, not John, not Mary, not anyone. 
And when Sam and Dean saved Monica and little Rosie in Salvation, the cradle, not the ceiling, burst into fire right after Dean took Rosie out. Maybe that's because the Demon didn't have the time to do whatever he does and wanted to kill her...
Or maybe they are different, but the Demon wants to bound them to him, so they can't fight him, they can't kill him. That would explain why Sam couldn't shot the Demon in Salvation. (But that could be also 'cause Sam stared at him for something like a century before shooting. >_>)

And what if Croatoan IS the name of the Demon? 

Last question...why, WHY John didn't say the damn secret out loud???? >_< Gosh, I love the man! Hell, I almost worship him! But I didn't like this one... >_<

Okay, it's al for now...I guess...maybe...*_*
I'm sure I'm gonna think of something else, but I'll post it later...

See ya' soon! 
JM

ps: What if there's the Demon in the hatch? XDDDDDDDD

 
 
I'm feeling...: hyper
 
 
JenJM
31 December 2006 @ 06:42 pm
Well, truth is...I'm in the middle of a Supernatural 'marathon'...I'm watching all the 31 episodes one after another...I guess these are the results! XD

Title: ‘Promise me
Author: JM
Pairing: nothing
Rating: PG
Category: Gen
Spoilers: nope
Warnings: pre-series (boys are 11 and 15), flashfic.
Word Count: 541
Disclaimer: It’s all Kripke’s, Singer’s and fellows’. I own nothing. But I wish I did.
Author’s Notes: not beta-ed. Feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Summary: “Sam gets Dean to promise something.

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JenJM
30 December 2006 @ 02:46 am
Title: ‘Smile
Author: JM
Pairing: nothing
Rating: PG
Category: Gen
Spoilers: nope
Warnings: pre-series (boys are 15 and 19), drabble.
Word Count: 180
Disclaimer: It’s all Kripke’s, Singer’s and fellows’. I own nothing. But I wish I did.
Author’s Notes: not beta-ed. Feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Summary: “Dean gets his plans for the night ruined. Or maybe not.

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JenJM

I was about to watch "In My Time of Dying" (for the 300th time, 'cause I'm a masochistic bastard and I love John so fuckin' much ç__ç) BUT I was kinda nostalgic and I thought it's been a while since I watched the season 1 finale, so I watched "Salvation" and "Devil's Trap" (Actually, the plan was to watch only Salvation but then I couldn't stop, so...). 

AND.

There are two thing that are buggin' me. 

First, we're left with a dreadful, torturing cliff from Croatoan  in the middle of the second season. Dean's 'bout to tell Sam what John told him before he died. And I really really really hate Kripke&Singer for makin' us wait the holiday hiatus before we find out (still, I'm not sure they're gonna tell us the whole truth even after. >_>).
But watching Slavation I heard something that made me jump a bit (I yelled at the tv a bit too XD). 
Sam and Dean have just failed to kill the Demon in Monica's house and they are talkin' about the fact that Sam actually wanted to go back in the burning house to kill the Demon and Dean stopped him. (And it would have meant to sacrifice himself, 'cause there was no way he could have survived if he-d gone into the burning house** )
Here's the dialogue.

SAM: If you had just let me go in there, I could have ended all this.
DEAN: Sam, the only thing you would have ended was your life. 
SAM: You don’t know that. 
DEAN: So, what, you’re just willing to sacrifice yourself, is that it?
SAM: (standing up) Yeah. Yeah, you’re damn right I am. 
DEAN: Yeah, well, that’s not gonna happen—not as long as I’m around.
SAM: What the hell are you talkin’ about, Dean? We’ve been searching for this demon our whole lives. It’s the only thing we’ve ever cared about. 
DEAN: Sam, I wanna waste it. I do, okay? But it’s not worth dyin’ over. 
SAM: What?
DEAN: I mean it. If huntin’ this demon means you gettin’ yourself killed, then I hope we never find the damn thing. 

Now, I might be crazy as hell, BUT. 
BUT! 
Read the last line. Picture in your head Dean's face when John whispered the damn secret to his ear. Add the theory where Sam has to be kept safe otherwise Dean would have to kill him. What d'you get? Right! As I said, I might be crazy, but it's a sign. Unreadable 'til we got the piece of information we got with John's secret and Dean's reaction to it. 


Second thing is...as I said before, I really hate Kripke&Singer for makin' us wait so long to know the truth, or at least a part of it. BUT (yeah, there're a lot of 'but' tonight XD ) that's a lie. Really. 
Okay, I'm pissed off, really pissed off for the inhumanly long waiting, but I can forgive them this...(you might think that if I forgave them John's death, I can forgive them everything! ç______ç But I never forgave them for that! ç______ç ) I can forgive them 'cause they gave me something I've been dreamin' about for weeks...

Jeffrey Dean Morgan tied to a bed.

And really, I don't know how the hell I could have missed it before! *çççççççççççççççç* Okay, I saw Salvation a long time ago, but man...Jeffrey Dean Morgan tied to a bed! Mr. hottest-than-hell spread out on a king-size bed, with ropes around his wrists!

(I was tempted to use 'Mr. sex-on-legs', but that's just for Jensen XD) 

Well, now that my long long long entry is ready I think I'll go watching In My Time of Dying. (now for the 300th time, 'cause I'm a masochistic bastard and I love John so fuckin' much ç__ç)

See ya' soon!!
JM


PS: this line kills me everytime! ç____ç

JOHN: No, Sam. I want to stop losing people we love. I want you to go to school. I want Dean to have a home. [He turns away from them, crying.] I want Mary alive. [He turns back to them.] I just….I just want this to be over. 

How fuckin' much this man loved his family... It kills me, really! I miss him so much! ç____ç And he's...was man enough to cry in front of his sons.