Shittiest day in quite a while. Really.

I got up at something like 7.30 to clean the house, then I almost fell while I was washing the windows. My mom wanted everything cleaned before tomorrow and I really don't know how I managed to do that and go out to get some other stuff. 

I mean, I love my house, I really love to keep it clean, but it's kinda big, and all in one day is utterly crazy. After I finished I was dead. And then I had to go to the library, to drive my brother-in-law to retrieve his car from God knows where, and to buy the paper to wrap the presents. Well, the paper's quite uselss since I still haven't wrapped the presents and I'll probably wrap them all on Christmas Eve; at least I won't have to go out again next week. 

The only positive thing of the day was that I went to my friend's house to give her her ticket for tomorrow's concert and to give her back the money she lent me the other day. I can't wait to be at the concert, I've been dying all week to spend a night out. 

Plus, I really really need to study for my first exam, which is in something like three weeks. And really, today I was supposed to study, not to clean. But hey, the day's gone, so let's stop thinking about how I wasted so many hours. 

Oh, and did I mention that my wrists hurts again, thanks to today's work? Peachy, just fucking peachy.

But I'm not letting all this stuff ruin this period, for fuck's sake. I'm already listening to sad songs in a way that really isn't good. If I get depressed right now I'll never make it to the second semester. 
I need to write. I really really need to write, but I have to study. And I wasted too much time.

So now I'll go try and write something, since I'm too tired to study and really, it's a shitty day already, why would I make it worse? 
And no, I don't wanna really talk about it. And no, don't try to make me feel better, 'cause as noble as your attempts are, they would only get me even crankier. I'll feel better as soon as I manage to write something.

There are also good news, luckily. Tomorrow I'm going to the concert of an Italian group called Vanilla Sky. They're cool and I'm really really starting to like their music a lot. And that's kinda weird for me, since I'm not really a fan of Italian music. But they sing mainly in English, that's probably why I like them so much. 

What else? Nothing, I guess. 
See you soon, hopefully with a better mood. 
JM

 

Again, I'm a bit late with this post, but I had to...you know, get myself back together. 

Saturday 11/03 I went to see My Chemical Romance's concert in Milan.

That's right, two concerts in a week. That's partly why right know I'm in something like a billion pieces. My throat had been hurting since Sunday, and it's just going worse. My voice is slowly going to hell and today I woke up with fever. But man, it was so fuckin' worth it.

We were damn close to the stage, and we were standing on the left side, where Frank and Mikey were playing. It makes me squee to think how close we were. LOL 
And Gerard was GREAT. I was a little worried after the EMAs performance, 'cause his voice sounded a bit weak, but luckily Saturday he sounded okay. Well, not okay. Oh hell, you know what I mean. XD 
It's kind of masochistic and moronic to be asked by Gerard "How are you?" then laugh and yell like crazy when he says "I don't care!". But we love him anyway. LOL

It was a little sad that Bob wasn't there, but it's kind of hard to play drums with a broken wrist, so he's excused. The guy that played was...well, I didn't really pay attention to him. XD 
I kind of ignored Ray a bit too, but he was on the other side of the stage, I didn't see him very well. 
Frank had his hair on his face for the whole thing, but that's kind of regular and besides, it's impossible not to recognize him the moment he steps on stage. LOL *loves Frankie*
Gerard. Holy shit, the man is HOT. I mean, I kind of knew it, but seeing him there...GUH. I also saw the professional photos taken from under the stage. GUH again.
And finally, Mikey...well, Mikey kind of absorbed all my focus for most part of the show. I'm really starting to get obsessed with the guy, he's even hotter when you see him live. *ç*  And he even managed to look so damn cute.*dies*

Also, the concert was opened by Mindelss Self Indulgence. Which means I finally got to see Lyn-z (Gerard's wife), and she's good. A friend told me a few fans in the audience right under the stage insulted her, and I feel sorry for her. She's a good musician, and she looks nice. Only 'cause she has the luck to shag Gerard Way every time she wants, it doesn't mean she deserves to be insulted. Poor girl. 

And after the show I took a picture with nejem (I'm really hating LJ right now 'cause it doesn't let me put the ljuser link *is pissed*) and Little Jimmy Urine. That man is awesome. Srsly. LOL

All in all it's been a hell of a wonderful week, even if I'm half dead right now. I really want to write more, but I think I'm about to collapse, so it's better if I do if I go. (Man, I'm like, crossovering the bands in my head right now. I need to get an aspirin or something.)

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Before I go I leave you with a couple of updates on the writing stuff.

- Chapter 5 of Hold On To Me should be on its way. Don't give up yet. 
- Bandom got me, finally. I'm writing a AU with a few bands in it, like The Academy Is..., Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, and others. I'm writing chapter 8, but I have no idea how long it's gonna take. 
- I still have to post the pseudo-smut Gabilliam. Maybe I'll do it one of these days. *nods*

Okay, now I can go for real.
See you soon, if the 'flu doesn't kill me. LOL
JM

PS: A few pictures of Saturday night.