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 Yesterday I wrote a little Ryden prequel to Vampire Hunting. Little as in 9,300 words. Whoops? I'm not sure if I'm happy with it, I think I'm gonna add something before I post it, but it's quite finished. I can tell you there's a brief, unexpected appereance of Greta Salpeter of The Hush Sound, and she'll probably be in the sequel as well. 
So expect this story to pop up at the end of a chapter when you less expect it. 

Now I've still got two things on my 'to do' list. Like the Peterick prequel and, you know, I've got a lot of comments I never replied to. So if you see a reply to a two months old comment, don't worry, I'm not crazy, I just don't like to leave things like that.
Oh, well, we could say three if I count studying on the list. LOL Four with organizing the party. And five with cleaning my bedroom, the guest bedroom and the place where I'm having the party. LOL Oh, and six with getting the music ready and the lyrics printed. LOL
Six is not so bad, after all. I've had worse. And it's mostly good things, so. Not complaining. LOL

Tonight I had a dream. It was cute and angsty at the same time, I don't know how to define it exactly. 
As some of you might have heard, if you're a Tokio Hotel fan, six shows of their European tour have been canceled, including the three sold out dates here in Italy. This is due to Bill's health, which apparently is pretty much fucked up right now. And really, I'm pretty sure it's due to the fact that they've been touring for something like two years with barely a few days off from time to time. Now, maybe older bands can endure that without trouble, but they're eighteen, for fuck's sake, they were sixteen when they started touring. They need a stable environment from time to time, or things like this are bound to happen. 
It's just a bad laryngitis, and he needs to rest and take meds, the shows can wait. But lately there's been also news about Bill having a cyst on one of the vocal chords, so somehow this infection has given the chance to the doctors to find it. I really hope everything turns out to be fine. 
So okay, they're not the world's best band, their lyrics aren't as deep as Panic's or TAI's, but I'm not ashamed to say they're the first band I saw in concert (three days before going to the MCR concert LOL) and I'm a proud fan (FAN, not fangirl). 
Of course I'm much more in love with TAI, PATD, Cobras and FOB, but nothing forbids me to be a TH fan as well.
So yeah, I'm probably a bit worried about Bill's condition, and I'm pissed at the label for forcing that schedule on them. The fangirls demand they add shows in their country when there's already 5 shows? The management has to have enough balls to say NO and give the guys a few days off. But you know, it's a major label, it's business, who cares about Bill fucking up his vocal chords. Pete Wentz wouldn't let something like this happen, not in his label (side label, whatever).
Anyway, the digression was all to explain why I had the dream.
I'm in this big room and there are many doors on the right. People around are having drinks and trying cosmetics, so I guess it's some kind of promotional presentation. I'm there with a guy, I can't really focus him, I think it's Pete, but I'm not sure, and we are talking. Then Bill walks in from one of the doors on the right and two blond girls are following him. He's pale and he's got dark circles under his eyes. I walk to him and we exchange a few words, from which I understand we had some kind of relationship in the recent past. I ask him who the girls are and he just shrugs and the girls walk away. Then we move to a quiet corner and I ask him why he looks so tired, he should rest, not go to parties and stuff. It's very sad and I keep trying to cancel the dark circles wiith my fingers, like it's some kind of makeup. I ask him to be careful, to rest, I ask him several times, then somehow we end up kissing. But it's still sad and I'm still worried, and then we're sitting there and we're holding hands. When the girls come back and say he has to go I wake up. 

It was cute, 'cause in all this he kept smiling (and he had his hair down), but it was sad, 'cause seeing him like that was...sad.
So okay, maybe my twisted brain is more worried than I thought about this thing. 

Now I'm really done and I think I should go study or write. 
See you all, Cobra followers. XD
JM
 
 
 
 
I'm feeling...: indescribable
Chevy's radio is playing...: Panic At The Disco - Folkin' Around
 
 
JenJM
02 November 2007 @ 04:29 pm
I know I'm late with this post, but hey, I needed to recover.

Tuesday 10/30 I went to Tokio Hotel's concert in Milan. And seriously, OMG.

I don't even know where to start, it was all just too awesome, starting from Bill. Poor boy, he was so nervous when he came out on the stage at the beginning of the show. He had a tense smile and kept looking around wide-eyed. It was totally adorable. *loves to no end*

After the first song, he relaxed and started to actually enjoy the whole thing. Then he looked again at the audience and shook his head, unbelieving. And smiled. One of those wide spontaneous smiles I love so much about him. I mean, he was so surprised, so happy they had such a response in Italy. He couldn't believe his own eyes. For the record, it was sold out with something like 12,000 people. Maybe even more.

Second song and Bill started to wander towards Tom's position, making the crowd (me included) go simply wild. LOL They sooo enjoy making fangirls squee. XD

Also, they sang In Die Nacht. And I seriously had tears ready to fall. I mean, I already cry when I hear it from the CD, having Bill and Tom so close, singing it, it just made me melt inside.
There also was a kick during In Die Nacht. LOL It was small and I noticed it mainly 'cause I was keeping an eye on Bill's legs. And seriously, I wasn't really expecting it, but after the Hannover kick I just had to make sure. And I'm glad I did. It was awesome. LOL

But he did even better. During Ich Bin Da (German version of By Your Side) Tom was playing his guitar standing right in front of an amplifier (I think it was an amplifier, I didn't really looked at it). Bill reached him, put a hand on the side of his shoulder and shoved him away. Then he stepped on the amplifier and just went on with the song. LOL 
Did I mention that he kept swinging his hips during the whole scene? Hell, he kept swinging his hips during the whole concert! I love this boy. He was born to be on that stage. Srsly. 

When they finished they started to throw water on the audience right under the stage, and the drummer, Gustav, kind of enjoyed it a whole fuckin' lot. LOL He stayed on the stage for a while, just having a very good time with water bottles and screaming girls. He's so awesome! *loves Gusti*

The cameramen kind of ignored the bassist, Georg, and that was a little sad. I mean, he's so cute, he deserved more attention. But I also understand that with Bill on the stage it's hard to focus on anything else. *grins*

As for Tom...well, I didn't really see it, but apparently someone in the audience threw him a bra, that landed on his shoulder and made him jump a little while he was playing. LOL 
For some reason it doesn't surprise me that Tom got the underwear and Bill got cute stuffed animals. One of said cute stuffed animals actually hit Bill on the side of the head while he was singing on his knees on the front of the stage. LOL

Well, what can I say? It's been simply AWESOME. One of the best nights of my life. I'm so proud to be a fan right now. And I'm wearing the t-shirt I brought. *nods* There's the cover image of Room 483 (here in Italy the CD is called Scream) and on the back says "Tokio Hotel - 30-10-2007 - DatchForum Milano - SOLD OUT". I love this t-shirt to no end. And I loved the concert to no end. Seeing it with my beloved [info]nejem  made it even better.


Also, last night I saw the EMAs, and they won the Best Inter Act Award. *is proud* 
Bill couldn't believe it, he was biting on his lip so hard to stop the tears from falling. He couldn't screw up his make up *shakes head*. But he was so cute, and his English was really good, even better than I remembered from the meet&greet videos. (And this is for all the people that kept saying he sings in English without knowing what he's singing. >_> He speaks English, and besides, the lyrics are the same as the German ones >_>)

They also performed. And it was like...GUH. 
When they started to play I was a little sad it was Through The Monsoon and not Ich Bin Da, but when the last part of the song arrived...GUH. The had water falling on them and all. They were soaked wet. Bill was so damn fucklable wet fuckalbe wet fuckable wet and fuckable at the end of the song.

Also, he was wearing an awesome jacket. It was so...so...so Bill. LOL I loved it and I seriously hope it didn't get ruined with the water. The pants were awesome too. I loved the way he was dressed, one of my favorite outfits ever. *nods* I didn't see the shoes, though. I'll have to find the red carpet pictures.

Well, for now I'm done, I leave you with one of the cutest pictures of  Bill EVER. It's from Ich Bin Da videoclip. Soon I'll be here with screencaps from the EMAs performance. I'll probably do a picspam with the concert photos and the EMAs captures as soon as I get them. Promise.

See ya, people!
JM


*loves the picture* Isn't just adorable? *loves some more*
 
 
 
I'm feeling...: happy
Chevy's radio is playing...: Tokio Hotel - Ich Bin Da
 
 
JenJM
So here I am, a much calmer person who let out a lot of repressed rage in previous post. No, I'm not bipolar.

I'm here right now 'cause I gotta show you one of the most beautiful sights ever. Bill Kaulitz's smile. 
I'm officially in love with Bill Kaulitz's wonderful smile. Seriously, that boy SHINES when he smiles. And I can assure you, a smile like this could make someone's day.


Well, I just had to share this.
See ya later!
JM

 
  
 
 
I'm feeling...: indescribable
 
 
JenJM

The Kaulitz twins offically turned 18! YAY! So finally they aren't underage anymore! *grins*

I know I was supposed to do a picspam for the occasion but...er...I kind of didn't have the time to actually make the caps. LOL
I'm gonna do it very soon, promise! Meanwhile I've got this for you. Hope you'll enjoy it, it's my first real (pseudo)Kaulitzest fanfic.  

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Title: ‘Four times Bill didn’t kick Tom, and one time he did’
Author: JM
Pairing: Tom/Bill (implied, kind of one-sided)
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz, Gustav, Georg
Category: Slash
Word count: 2400
Warnings: mild angst, language, twincest
Disclaimer: Tom and Bill aren’t mine ç_ç they belong to each other themselves.
I really don’t mean to offend anyone and nothing of what I wrote in this story is to be considered real, it’s all fiction.
Author’s Notes: This one was inspired by the infamous kick during In die nacht  at the Hannover concert on 5/5/2007. Still, none of this is true, it's just a shameless lie.
As ever, feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Beta: none
Summary: “You never look at me.

Crossposted...not really. Not yet, actually. LOL

 

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And here's three pictures to celebrate these two cuties. Hell, why do I restrain myself? These two hotties. (I know, some of you might disagree...too bad. LOL)

I LOVE the first one in way I really should avoid. Seriously. GUH. *ç*


See ya' people!
JM

ps: since it's against my policy to post more than one story per day, I'll post chapter 2 of Hold on to me tomorrow. ^__-

 

 
 
I'm feeling...: happy
Chevy's radio is playing...: Tokio Hotel - In die nacht
 
 
JenJM
29 August 2007 @ 02:43 pm
I know, I'm a bad bad person. I shouldn't  disappear like this. But now I'm back and...I've got news!

Tokio Hotel are gonna be here in Italy for a concert and...I'm going!!!!!!

They weren't supposed to come to Italy for the concert, but they added it to their tour, so yeah, the date is 30th october 2007! And it isn't even too expensive, it's 28.75 € which means about 39 $. Of course I had to ask my parents, 'cause after all it's my first concert...but they said yes, both of them, which is...you know, stunning. O_O Oh, and then my brother gave me 50 € and told me to use them for the ticket. O_O (the remaining will be used to buy a t-shirt, of course XD) It's like they really want me to go. XD

Btw, I've been squeeing non-stop for almost 24 hours, I'm so damn bouncy I feel like an ormonal teenager, but who the hell cares!? I mean, it's my first concert and it's really close to where I live and...man, I'm really going! *major squee*

This afternoon I'm gonna buy the tickets for me and [info]nejem, who offered to come with me. I have to say, I'm deeply touched by her sacrifice, they're not her favorite band...like, at all. LOL 
Danke schön, hun. *hugshugshugshugs* 

To celebrate, here's a bit of Kaulitz twins eyecandy. 
Actually I was planning on posting these on their birthday (they're finally turning 18 on 9/1/2007) but I think I'll find other pictures to post for the b-day. LOL


Well, I hope you liked the small picspam, even if it wasn't supposed to be posted yet.
Now I'll go back to my squeeing, and maybe to some studing.
See ya'!
JM

ps: I did not forget about J2 and fanwriting, don't worry! Chapter 2 of the RPS AU should be on its way! ^_-

 
 
 
I'm feeling...: bouncy
 
 
JenJM
Here I am with the second part of the picspam. 


Well, I hope you liked part 2 as well.
See ya' soon!
JM

 
 
 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
 
 
JenJM
So. The other day I found this interview and I didn't understand a word 'cause I don't speak German. (Actually Im pretty sure my knowledge stops at 'schrei' = 'scream') 

But I had to do this picspam, 'cause the cuteness was killing me, seriously.

So, before we start. For the ones who have no idea who the hell Bill Kaulitz is, as I mentioned a few entries ago, he's the singer of the German band Tokio Hotel (that recently started to sing in English too). And I love Bill, like a lot. But his twin, Tom...well, I 'm not really sure I like him. I mean, they're quite...different for two twins. It's all about the hair, I guess. And the clothes. And pretty much the way they breath, I think. 

I must tell you, I'm gonna be quite evil with Tom, deal with it.


See you very soon with part 2! Hope you enjoyed this one!
JM

 




 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
 
 
JenJM
06 August 2007 @ 07:08 pm
So.

There's this German band, Tokio Hotel. And I totally shouldn't listen to them.

But.

There's also the singer of said band, Bill Kaulitz. And I'm totally falling in love with the guy. (He's the guy in the icon.)

I didn't even know they existed until I found out they sang in English too. But hell, now I can't get Bill out of my head. Seriously. Mean people say he looks like a girl, and yeah, he might look a bit girlish, but I don't exactly care.
So I have this bigbighuge crush on him.

AND I just went out with my brother's wife and while we were at the supermarket I might have brought a couple of posters. *looks around and hides from Fae*

Well, I'll keep you updated.
See ya'!
JM

 
 
I'm feeling...: crazy
Chevy's radio is playing...: Tokio Hotel ( ç___ç )